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Why I still can't sleep in my bed- what I have learned about PTSD

  • Writer: Abbey Edwards-Hill
    Abbey Edwards-Hill
  • Sep 27, 2016
  • 1 min read

So it turns out that nighttime is really terrifying. I know now why my five year old really dreads it sometimes. I use to love to fall into bed at night, but now, I have to sleep on the couch after taking some sleeping aides, the TV has to be humming and a podcast droning on in the background in order for me to actually fall asleep. At 3 am, like clockwork, I wake up sweaty and panicked. All of the memories of the hospitals, surgeries, delivery come back to me like a terror tornado.

I have learned that cortisol, your stress hormone, at night should be very low. Mine is like a pressure gauge at about 3 am every night.

Although it still haunts me and I have tough moments, I have my mindfulness practice, my therapist, my spiritual guide to help me get beyond these painful memories.


 
 
 

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