Memory- Today sucked. The end.Yep. Today sucked. I received this invite in the mail. Hit me so hard. Hurt my heart so badly. I cried hard almost all day. I called my...
Memory- "Mom, can we go to Hawaii when Quinton comes?" How to help your child deal with grThis is a photo of my son and I when I was still pregnant. Like most 5 years olds, he was excited to be a big brother but also in denial...
Memory - How do you plan a memorial for your baby?This image is from the day we held a memorial at our home for our twins, Jude and Quinton. I made the decision to share their photos from...
Memory - We lost Jude, but we had hope Quinton would surviveFrom July 27th "Dear Family and Friends, Today marks one month since we went to USC for surgery to try to save both our babies from TTTS....
Memory - A baby shower from my students and schoolThis is a photo of the baby shower that my students and their wonderful parents gave me at school one day after I announced I was having...
Memory- surgery to save my boys from TTTS- Sacrificial Love - I was awake the entire timeThis is one of my harder memories, mostly because I was aware almost the entire length of the surgery. I actually had the chance to see...
Why I still can't sleep in my bed- what I have learned about PTSDSo it turns out that nighttime is really terrifying. I know now why my five year old really dreads it sometimes. I use to love to fall...
Memory - A pregnant hike- baby name chosen - no clue of twinsThis is a photo from my Instagram page. My husband and I went on a hike this day. I was so excited to get out of the city for a bit and...
Memory- these books, friends and family got me through those darkest daysThese books and guidance provided by a dear friend who had also lost her baby, got me through those darkest and hardest days. Those days,...