Memory - Donald Trump will be the last conversation I hear before I die? Really?"Can you believe that Trump has come this far? I mean really. I never thought I'd see the day." The imagery radiologist surgeon said to...
Blood Transfusions and your QiOk, bear with me. After I delivered the twins, and after the surgery to stop the bleeding, the doctor then determined that my blood count...
Memory- This is where I spread your ashesThis is where I spread your ashes my sweet boys. I went on my own. I hiked up this ridge with you in my backpack. I cried all the way up...
Distraction is just that. Distraction. (Others expectations vs. your own needs)I am aware that some well-intentioned people might expect or assume that it's time for me or anyone in loss to get back to work, back to...
Memory- "That's when we are going to get a real baby. " Telling Grandma and family we This is a video on Easter this past year. That is my son giving an egg to my grandma that had a bunch of sticky notes inside leading her...
You can't get through this without family, friends, community- don't even bother!"Grief shared, is grief abated." After spending time with one of my closest friends last weekend, she pointed out to me in the kindest of...
Yes, you can be happy and sad simultaneouslyBelieve it or not, 8 weeks post delivering my sons, I can honestly say, I am happy. Will I be sad tomorrow? Maybe. I was really really...
Memory - Constant reminders when you least expect itThese fell out of a folder in our office yesterday as I was searching for a bill. These are the death certificates of our twins. We would...
Memory - Boy or girl?Today marks 8 weeks since I delivered my twins boys, Jude and Quinton, stillborn. This image was from Mother's Day this past May when we...